God spoke to me this weekend in showing me why He asked me to do this. I got a glimpse of what the future held and I saw my role in it. I realized there was a reason God picked me to do it. The blessing I would have missed if I had said no. If I had focused on me and not God. Always pray for doors to open and your ears to be ready to hear. Pray for the burden on your heart to say yes to Gods work. He knows the future and your life. He knows exactly how it maps out. Don't worry how "your "going to handle it..but let God handle it. Trust in Him.
You also placed your hope in Christ after hearing the word of truth, the good news of salvation. And God put His stamp of ownership on you by giving you the Holy Spirit because of your faith in His Son.
The Holy Spirit is Gods first installment of His gifts and the guarantee that we will receive everything He has promised to the praise of His glory.
Each of you should give what you have decided in your heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver.
2 Corinthians 9:7